Untitled Rant of Obsessive Longing

I lean in, close my eyes, and belong to you for one brief second. You'll never know the delusions I have when I take one look at you. Seeing the back of your head in a crowded room is enough to send me off, hyperventilating with a mind out of control. A word from you will dominate my thoughts for a week. I analyze every look, syllable, smile, movement, desperately looking for a second meaning to convince myself you care. I've always prided myself on not compromising for a boy but that was before you. I can deny it all I want but I know I'd do anything you ask, just for a second of looking into the endless blue of your eyes.